Every so often I find myself testing God. Now I know that is a losing proposition. God will not be tested. Yet I find myself trying. I think to myself, "If God really wants me to be happy, He/She/It won't let this happen. Then I remember it doesn't work that way. God is God for a reason. Don't ask me how I know this. There is no way of testing this. The reason is well beyond our capability to understand. We have finite minds.
And don't get to thinking God tests us. I can't believe that for an instant. God loves us, his/her/its creation. Testing is not what its all about. Life is not a games. It just is, is, well is Life. The only tests we endure are the ones we administer to ourselves. We test ourselves. We test God. And all along, God is. Wherever we are, God is. So why the tests? Its human nature. We just can't accept on its face value, that somethings, like God, just are. As is life. As is it all. Go ahead, test it out. You'll see.
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